Like a dialog by Meg Ryan in ‘You got mail’,
“Sometimes I wonder about my life. I lead a small life. Well, valuable, but small. And sometimes I wonder… do I do it because I like it? Or, because I haven’t been brave.”
I have been a daughter, a sister, a father, a mother, a brother too, now a wife and a daughter in law. I have been a mentee, a coach, a trainer and manager. I have met people who have shaped me into, who I am today. I have touched lives and hope, to be remembered by them. I have been liked, loved and hated, sometimes by the same people. That’s the life I lead, small yet valuable. When I am gone, I know I will be missed.
But there is another world, up in my head. Where I create universe, make people, fight wars, fall in love and have constant dialogs. I have ideas and dreams, hopes and wishes. I talk and listen, and build some more dreams. I was once told by someone that my subconscious mind is stronger than conscious, now I believe that to be true, because here in this world, I feel more at home. For years, I have fought to silent my thoughts because I was afraid of being laughed at. But now I can’t wait to get it out, on this sheet. I want to write till I bring justice to the voice that was killed, to keep the life going. I want to be free and heard.
Yes, I want to take my parallel world to an unparalleled stream.