My eyes are glued to the screen,
“This isn’t happening!”,
“He can’t do this to me!”
Years and years, wasted on a lost hope, are running through my head.
Whenever I tried coming closer I was always blocked by the wall of lies, you had built around you.
You lied about your life, Your family, yourself, your dreams. What started with me pretending I didn’t notice, moved to tolerating everything wrong you did, just to get you to say the truth and ended with me leaving with no choice but to quit.
I still can’t believe you made me walk you through getting married, each day laced with some more lies.
I changed my job, my home, my town just to get away from you, I still have dreams of you, mocking me while I am down in deep pit.
And today again you have crept up in my life, with this bunch of lies.
I read through each word you have thrown in my direction with abuses no one deserves to hear.
I am left speechless, wondering, “did you really need to do this, Again?”