Tag Archives: poetry

Pick of the day!



Beautiful emotions, woven in touching words, this one is sure to take your heart away. 




As I stepped out for a quick run,

Dear GOD,

There she was, again!

I cursed under my breath,

As she smiled, and waved,  Hi!


I didn’t know,

are we friends again??

I hate your guts,

Hate the smile.

Stopped in my steps,

I motioned you in,

“Why don’t you come around?

We can sit and have a chat!”

She stalled a bit,

Then decided to sit.

Smiling, urging me to go on.

“You know honestly,

I have nothing nice to say,

You have been a betrayer,

A cruel slayer…

You have done nothing but wrong.”

I looked up, searched her eyes,

Where any sign of remorse was yet to be found.

Disappointed and bitter, I sharpened my words,

I sighed and shifted,

Getting myself ready, for the next round.

“You are a liar,

You have made me cry,

If, for you,

by now, I would have died.

You have no shame,

You play mind games,

I just don’t get it,

Why or how?”

Sinking in low,

I gritted my teeth,

Clenched my grip,

Tensing all up,

Till every muscle twitched…

“My dear life,

You will have no more,


you are nothing,


but a self-righteous bitch!”



May be, I am the kind of person who likes to see whole lot of small things, behind all the big nothings.

May be, I just want to fish a story or make one up in an empty space… but doesn’t   that make you feel so young and alive! Just like, being five all over again. Not so long ago, in moment of heat, I was told that ‘I am a spoiled eight year old with no sense of reality and who thinks this world is nothing but Cinderella’s big pumpkin.’

Well, in my defense, I would like to differ. I don’t think I am 8 years old, I am Five and I like it that ways.

Today, let’s just take a look at a place we all go for the stories – Blogs. Random Blogs!

I like the colorful, sensible yet fascinating blogging world, better than the real deal.  However, when ever I come across a blog, that has been estranged by his once proud owner, a sense of sadness takes me over. It’s like those beautiful left alone housing buildings. Don’t they spook you just a little? I mean, what does it take for one, to just get up one day and leave, Never coming back! I am sure it takes more than a day to leave a life behind!

This slideshow requires JavaScript.

In  the world of blogs, we see lives, its like a whole new planet out here…

And there are so many of them, not just on wordpress, they are just there, one day thriving with amazing images, words, recipes, songs, secrets and then… well there is not another date.

It makes me sad.

If you have left someone/Blog behind, please come back, cause its waiting for you, right where you left it.

***These images are thankfully taken from http://hermuddysocks.wordpress.com/2012/01/02/abandoned/ 

A friend, who also inspired me to write this, cause i miss her in her blogging world. 

Brave, is it?


For some bravery is in the battle field,

some find it in the ocean,

so dark and deep,

 for me brave is the one who can strip himself/herself to the bones and admit,

 This is Me.

 This is ME.



Neend ke bahane aksar,

hum akhri waqt ka intzaar kiya karte the.

 Har bar jis ko zalim ne, naa samjha,

 us adaa se hum ikraar kiya karte the.

 Ab na baki neend,

na yaar hi,

goya janazo ne bhi badal liye woh raaste apne,

 jinpe hum unke didaar kiya karte the.

Kabhi Kabhi



Kabhi tere na hone pe ho na paye hamko yakeen…        

kabhi tere paas aane se bhi jee ghabrata hai…                                                    

hai khushi, tu zalim sanam jaisi,                                                                            

tera na hona bhi kabhi kabhi muskaan de jata hai…



Jate jate jo jagah dil me , khali hum kar jayenge,

ashique chahe lakh mile par humsa dilbar aap kahan payenge,

Waqt ke bharne se jo mit jaye ye zhakham ‘gar,

 meri mazaar pe kahan aap rone ayenge!

Image is taken from Hi5sms.in



Originally posted on: Dec 5, 2007

 Your hand in mine…

 As we walk on the lane of time.

 With every step we know little more,

 As we go along the road we grow,

 Your hand in mine…

 As we walk on the lane of time.

 Walking and laughing,

 Stumbling and falling,

  With every step we know little more,

 As we go along the road we grow,

 Your hand in mine…

 As we walk on the lane of time.

 Strange it may seem,

 The darkness of the road is leading you and me,

 Where it will take us, We still don’t know,

 With every step we will know little more

 As we go along the road, we grow,

 Your hand in mine…

 As we walk on the lane of time.


These posts were originally published at http://bittercharm.blogdrive.com  

Foot Prints…

Originally posted on: Dec 19, 2008

With every step that I take towards my today, I push my yesterday a step behind. Sometimes I am careless about where I am keeping my foot and others I take each step with care leaving my footprints on the lane of time. Every now and then I stop, to look back and I see pair of different footprints beside mine. One pair disappears and other emerges making a beautiful pattern on the heart of mine.  I look back sometime with the vision blurred with tears from the painful memories or often with a smile but I keep walking leaving my footprints on the lane of time.



Originally posted on: Dec 18, 2008

I don’t trust people blindly, I trust them intuitively. I know I have made mistakes in the past doing the same however the success rate has been high enough to keep me taking the same road over and over again.

Where the day takes you!!

Originally posted on: Dec 17, 2008

As a child I have been afraid of winters for the chill they bring and as I grew up  my belief got stronger as all the major events happened in my life in winters. Getting the first job, first crush, first heart break, first time moving out of town to live all by my own, first encounter with life and death. But now when I look back I find winters exciting as they bring a new challenge every time. This year again I  have relocated, actually not just relocated it has brought a big change in my life as from past 6 years i have always worked in night shifts and now i am in a day job. however i wonder how do people manage to wake up early, travel 2 hours, reach office, work till late evening, take even longer time to reach back home… and still manage to socialize. i am finding it hard.. Hope I can accommodate all my extra useless activities in all these worldly important chores.   

“and a week after writing this I broke my leg, sigh! “L


Originally posted on: Sep 29, 2008

Today again I wish to die,

My soul wants to be free and fly..

I pray not to be born again,

To hurt and be hurt for the love sake.

With all the choices you make

Some are happy and the others cry,

These choices,

These cruel choices…

I don’t want to lose again,

I don’t even want to try.

Today again I wish to die,

My soul wants to be free and fly..

Sweet Chilies

Originally posted on: Jun 24, 2008

I sit by the window,

Sipping my tea…

Every day I dream of the day,

When u were with me…

I imagine having endless talks,

When really we had so little to say…

 You hurt me so much,

Still I expect you to kiss my pain away,

Thoughts of you make me smile…

Thinking of you I cry.

These sweet chili like memories have kept me going so far,

These sweet chili like memories will make me die… 

Originally posted on: Jun 3, 2008


On a rusty shelf…

There lay some left over from the past Christmas:

Some decorative lights…  Dirty socks…  and a dried wreath.

I look deeper…

Ponder some more in the closet of past…

I think of Christmas, the shopping and the merry times…

Then I think of you… I think of us… and that sudden death…

There was a bell that you brought me…

There it is in the corner …

It doesn’t ring no more…

A silent bell…

It has lost its heart. 

I call his name…

……, Peas is being torn,

Please help…

Please save……

I don’t want to die again,

I don’t want to be born.

Ah! Home Sweet home,

I sigh!

But where is he? What became of him?? Did he make it???

I can’t stop wondering…

I don’t know why!

The distance between life and death is just 2 steps deep,

I need to die some more and you need to wake up from that sleep

Originally posted on: May 30, 2008

Lost in time…

A little girl,

Sitting on the rock… in a red frock…

Did I notice her first or the color of her dress??

Did it even matter that her hair were all mess??

I looked at her face again, searching for a sign…

Something was strange…

What did I see??

I suddenly felt a rush in my heart…

She had a face…

Face of mine…

I looked around to gather my surroundings…

Where was I and looking at who??

I was looking at nothingness…

I was lost in time.   


When I speak I feel I am bluffing,

I don’t trust my words no more,

Each sound that I make adds to the list of lies…

My throat feels soar.

There is a jolly joker on the stage…

He is laughing…

I wonder why…

I can still see the un-slept nights in his eyes…

The wetness on his pillow would tell u that he cried…

Nonetheless he is laughing…

I wonder why…

Originally posted on: Apr 30, 2008

  • I look in the mirror and a stranger shouts back “such waste of life.”
  • Are we still living in the same age of barter system, where one gets loved for the things he can offer?

Originally posted on: Apr 19, 2008

Fatal Attraction

My vision was blurry as I was walking towards you. I knew my each step taken cannot be reversed and I am heading towards destruction but sheer attraction of you barred my sanity to take control. So here I am, looking in your eyes… waiting for you to take me, you can make it slow and painful… you can make it as fast as light. My silent killer, I stand here to be sacrificed… to die… Please take my breath away!!

My loving prey

I am a parasite; I have been living on your blood for too long. Before you could ever realize I have sucked the life out of you and now it’s time to move on. But as a good (uninvited) guest that I was I thought of letting you know that you were the best prey I have ever had. I will miss you till you get the strength and life enough to attract me again. 

Originally posted on: Dec 6, 2007


Don’t bother by what I say,

I am prisoner of my own desires,


That are no longer inviting valleys…

Rather dead dark alleys.

I scream to get some help

But who can save you,

From self set fire….


this Pain….

It never seems to end.

Things are still the same….

My Blood and Your Heart

They are never going to blend!

Silent Screams!!

You hurt… 

You cry

You suffer..

You die

But when tears seize to come..

Death refuses to take you…

You hurt…

You suffer…

You scream..

All you get is silence..

More silence…

Silent screams are never heard…

It’s a silence you hear with a storm…

A storm….

That’s never to come.



My heart is sinking…

In my own chest??

Did I choke,

In my own breath??

Am dying,

Was destined to…

 But did I die my own death??


Underneath all these happy faces we have a sadness that resides…

Sadness born not out of failures but it’s a state of mind…

That does not make us depressed people,

Only that it makes us value a smile…


I am fighter…I know…Can go on struggling…

Fighting… Dying …But for what??For whom??Losing cause is bad enough…But losing faith… …Haven’t learned to handle that yet!


Originally posted on: Dec 5, 2007

Your hand in mine…

As we walk on the lane of time.

With every step we know little more,

As we go along the road we grow,

Your hand in mine…

As we walk on the lane of time.

Walking and laughing,

Stumbling and falling,

 With every step we know little more,

As we go along the road we grow,

Your hand in mine…

As we walk on the lane of time.

Strange it may seem,

The darkness of the road is leading you and me,

Where it will take us, we still don’t know,

With every step we will know little more

As we go along the road, we grow,

Your hand in mine…

As we walk on the lane of time.



I am not sure if I am suppose to miss you,

You are nothing to me…

Mere reflection of my ability to sin.

But I miss you nonetheless.

I know you are not the symbol of love I was seeking…

But who am I to complain…

I feel no more that purity I used to be.

 My thoughts are coarse…

Daunted by your wicked gaze.

I feel damned,

Will I ever escape this crazy chase??