Being loved for just being cute and loyal is the privilege for Puppies and group, you and I still need to work hard.
Since I really don’t want to ruin my day by not penning something, I am here to write again. I don’t have any story popping in my head today as I seem to be swamped with random thoughts and emotions, so to say.
My husband hates my habit of being so out-of-order or logic. I once asked him to get me a new playlist for my running routine and my current playlist almost got me screwed, I had an all in one list, with music ranging from, country, jazz, pop, hip hop and not to forget regional in it.
Where is the theme??
So just like the playlist I have no theme today.
I am still not over thinking about that ridiculous yet troubling message I got on my FB the other day, from a fake profile, claiming to be from my past. I am also irritated, as all my favourite shows like supernatural and scrubs are turning into a big disappointment. I hate to see so much clutter around me and its my hubby’s birthday month and I have no idea how to make a big fuss about it. Phew! Man, do I crib!!
With Raksha bandhan today, it’s the beginning of the season of festivals in India, even though the official start will only happen in October , when navratras will start and will go on till mid of January.Me and my partner are from different religious backgrounds, so we get to have bunch of extra festive days. Funnily, festivals can make you feel so home sick, no matter how sick your family may makes you feel, any other day.
Any how, regardless of the randomness of my state of mind right now, I am just happy, knowing that I will end up making this day worth something, before I hit the sack. Oh and I got to do something about my ridiculously long sentences. Freak! I am sounding like those characters in Scrubs. Extra Freak!!!
Gotta go now, I have a great day to look forward to, I hope you do the same.
***This image is work of John Pack, Thankfully borrowed from “http://www.illustrationsource.com/stock/image/28959/collage-of-human-thoughts-with-brain/?&results_per_page=1&detail=TRUE&page=3“
Now, this may give you the picture of a sad, heartbroken girl, sobbing alone or a person grown cold of being treated wrong. My bad for starting like that, but fortunately I am none of those. I am happily married for almost a year, to the man I have loved for more than 7 years now… but still I wish to be in love no more.
I will tell you why… I grew up being rebellion, breaking rules and redefining boundaries, only to get one thing that my love has taken away – Freedom.
Trust me my friend, that word is more dramatic than it sounded when you heard it in brave heart and more inspiring than a beautiful love song.
Freedom is what I always wanted, freedom is what I long. Being in love with a man like mine, means you are going to be protected from the world outside and the world in your head, so consider your freedom gone. You will be watched like a child and will be swept in arms even if you think you may have just touched a rock.
If you are beginning to think, I am unappreciative of the care I am given, picture losing the ability to move about, because your loved ones are afraid of seeing you get hurt. Picture, not being able to decide what you would like to eat or wear, because it may not be best for you, imagine not being able to take a hobby class or meet a friend, because that means commuting, and that’s a risky thing to do.
I have been in love with the idea of being in love, longer than I can recall, however now I know, it comes with a hefty price tag and it’s always up to us to decide if we can afford it at all.