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Disposable!

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Apart from my usual photography work,  I am currently working on a collection of very short stories that I hope to get published in near future. Recently, I seemed to have run out of ideas for any more such short narrations and that reminded me of my almost forgotten blog.

As I went through what I had written earlier, I saw a missing theme, a much needed central idea for me to come up with those 100 stories that I want in this book. I wanted to write it here before I forget it since this blog has been my special place.

“Our Shelves, Our Markets, Our Lives are filled with Disposable commodities.

Our choices are becoming smart, we even use smarter objects every day. Amidst all this fast paced, ever changing life, our dimensions of human connection or “Love” per se, has changed.

We are today a smart generation with disposable relations, with too many objects and too few emotions, both equally at display on a Facebook home page.”

 

Bring me Love!

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“Sometimes I get a feeling,

Deep in my soul

Sometimes I get a feeling,

I just can’t control

Sometimes I get a feeling,

Deep in my heart

It’s such a feeling that I know we’ll never part”

Even though, the soft darkness of night, has taken everything in and there is nothing really left, for me to still see. Like the song in my head, I seem to be stuck in my seat with no energy to get back in the house.

I can’t stop thinking of you!

After several years together and countless hours in the dark, I still don’t seem to be able to come up with the reason, WHY, we started out together.

Your shining ring around my finger, seems to be the only bright thing left, and I don’t know why, I still don’t seem to want to call everything off.

Who am i? – An optimist?

May be just a coward!  Ducking my head, in the hot bitterness, blinded by the pain, too scared to see!

But, if this is what it all boils down to, why are we still the social beings? Why are we still humane?

Like the endless pain and this midnight all questions, no answer game, I can’t seem to get this song out of me.

“Sometimes I get a feeling,

Deep in my heart

It’s such a feeling that I know we’ll never part”

 **only text belongs to me, image is thankfully borrowed from” http://www.wallpaperszz.com”

Parallel to unparalleled existance…

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Like a dialog by Meg Ryan in ‘You got mail’,

 “Sometimes I wonder about my life. I lead a small life. Well, valuable, but small. And sometimes I wonder… do I do it because I like it? Or, because I haven’t been brave.”      

I have been a daughter, a sister, a father, a mother, a brother too, now a wife and a daughter in law. I have been a mentee, a coach, a trainer and manager. I have met people who have shaped me into, who I am today. I have touched lives and hope, to be remembered by them. I have been liked, loved and hated, sometimes by the same people. That’s the life I lead, small yet valuable. When I am gone, I know I will be missed.   

But there is another world, up in my head. Where I create universe, make people, fight wars, fall in love and have constant dialogs. I have ideas and dreams, hopes and wishes. I talk and listen, and build some more dreams. I was once told by someone that my subconscious mind is stronger than conscious, now I believe that to be true, because here in this world, I feel more at home. For years, I have fought to silent my thoughts because I was afraid of being laughed at. But now I can’t wait to get it out, on this sheet.  I want to write till I bring justice to the voice that was killed, to keep the life going. I want to be free and heard.

Yes, I want to take my parallel world to an unparalleled stream.